Posted by just plain jane on November 11, 2004, at 22:45:15
In reply to Where is The One?, posted by Susan47 on November 8, 2004, at 23:50:54
I hope he stumbles across you.
Me, I'm so far gone at this point the whole concept of partnering disgusts me.
I recently realized that I have never enjoyed "lovemaking"; always believed it was supposed to be just that, a deeply moving, intensely shared intimacy, expressing mutual tenderness, love, devotion, and respect. Never happened that way fo me.
Any kind of affection or giving gesture from a man has always set off the SEX ALERT in my mind and body, making me feel like he only makes the effort so he can get his sexual satisfaction. Kinda like he only plugs in a tool and turns it on so he can do a job with it, clean up, and put it away on the shelf til next time. (With the tools symbolizing me)
Strange as it may seem, having this pervasive perception makes the idea of another romantic relationship completely absurd.
However, if The One does pass by, I'll be sure and refer him to you.
still just plain jane the pain
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