Posted by Susan47 on November 12, 2004, at 14:24:05
In reply to Re: Where is The One? » Susan47, posted by just plain jane on November 11, 2004, at 22:45:15
Yes, I know what you mean, I've always felt like a tool for the man's sexual satisfaction. It's a lousy feeling and there's no mood involved when that happens (always). I don't know when it started to get that way for me and I don't know if it's over because I haven't had sex with a man for nearly a year. I don't suppose I ever will have sex again, not real live sex anyway with another human being. I don't want to feel like a tool for someone's gratification and I don't want to use anyone like that either. So even though I talk about sex a lot, it's wishful thinking and some kind of far-of remembrance of when things were good, for a very short while (I think I was 18).
Ilove that we can communicate these things with each other. You're a good communicator, JPJ.
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