Posted by Wittgensteinz on December 6, 2008, at 12:01:05
In reply to Re: :( I wish I hadn't posted this now » Wittgensteinz, posted by vwoolf on December 6, 2008, at 7:57:39
Thank you for your kind words Vwoolf - they brought me comfort. Yes, I do carry a lot of shame.
I think the pdoc opened a can of worms. My T never pushes me on things, which seems to suit me better.
But now I have so many unanswered, unanswerable questions floating through my head. The question at the forefront of my mind is: did she do more than physically/emotionally abuse me? Did she damage me in another way? Did she violate me sexually? I know she liked to humiliate me, that she was sadistic and controlling, but how far did she take it? And with the memories I have there isn't enough to know.
I'm sorry that it happened to you too - that someone took advantage of you - it's a horrid thing to go through and a worse thing to live with afterwards.
Thanks again,
Witti
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