Posted by rskontos on February 17, 2008, at 8:17:45
In reply to Re: Took A Risk And Got Burned :( Poss triggerslon » rskontos, posted by Bodhisattva on February 16, 2008, at 23:18:11
Yes Bohisattva, I do think you are right she is in shock and she is in denial and I did realize that and tried to back off. I decided all I did was remind her of what she did not want to deal with and although maybe she partly wanted to move on and have her sisters in her life like she told her DH maybe she did not when the moment of truth was at hand.
She did not want me to end the conversation yet she pushed so hard if it was in RIL I was have had bruises. So in the end either she hung up on me or my cell phone dropped the call I am not sure. In ever case I did not call back and she did not either. I will leave it alone for now. And probably won't call back because this had opened the flashback flood gate and now i must deal with the fallout. She had a lot more memories and told many of them to me, flinging in my face, as you did not believe me when I told you this, and this.
She would not understand my position. I attempted to explain but gave up. I also did not want to give her even more information about my DX to further fling in my face. I am strong now but not that strong. Nor did I want to tempt switching on her.I will look for the love around me. thanks for that:) and I give myself credit for trying and for now blowing up on her when just a few months ago I would have so I have made some progress.
rsk
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