Posted by youngaddict on January 31, 2007, at 17:03:24
In reply to Re: canceled my T apt...why do i do this to myself? » youngaddict, posted by muffled on January 28, 2007, at 22:44:21
hey muffled
just wanted to give you an update..
i called my shrink on friday and told her how i was having suicidal thoughts, etc etc...
so she called me back and arranged all these times i could come in.
i told her wednesday was the best for me
in the meantime i have been in california having a good time but kind of melancholic at the same time.
i have been having suicidal thoughts and thinking of how i am hitting bottom, etc.. whatever.
but the point is i am still upset over what happened last time with my t that i am afraid to go back to her. i am so so very afraid that she will yell at me or worse yet, not even care.
i don't think she cares.
why do i want her to care?
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