Posted by frida on July 9, 2006, at 12:54:22
In reply to Re: child abuse - *warning* giving up?, posted by Racer on July 7, 2006, at 16:02:07
Dear Racer,
Thank you so much for your post and sharing.
I am truly finding it hard..it is all so near the surface that I fear it will spill over work and the places where I need to hide this so much.I've tried finding out why I can't talk yet..I just don't know. My T says that it is as though I had lost all hope and rights to talk or share.
We've talked about my mother's role, how she still doesn't want me to talk, I just don't know. She also says that maybe I am afraid of losing even more control than now...
but the times I've shared some, I have felt relieved...I wish I could just cry at least because I cry by myself all the time.
She has also said that part of it may be because I loved my father too..as you've said.Thank you for sharing and I am sorry you have to deal with this too :-(
support,
Frida
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