Posted by B2chica on June 8, 2006, at 15:51:54
In reply to Re: acting out big time (sex trigger) » B2chica, posted by wishingstar on June 8, 2006, at 14:36:57
maybe you are allowing yourself to be impulsive in your fantasies.
you are right to be a little hesitant to tell your T. mostly because i think patients with dx of borderline tend to get a bad rap. (which s@cks). but there are some really good T's out there that truly understand the diagnosis...you know your T best, feel her out a little and see what you think. tell her if you can.
and ya, not touching would make prostitution a tad difficult... but is there anything behind why you dislike touch so much?
and what you said to Tamar...
>>I remember once, many years ago while I was still living with my parents, telling my T that I'd rather they just hit me than what they were doing. (Please no one who has been hit take offense to that.. I'm certainly not trying to suggest that it's any easier or any better than anything else. It's all equally horrible). But it does seem like a better kind of suffering.i totally understand. my mother was psychologically abusive to me and really messed me up. i many many times wish she would pound the cr@p out of me, mostly cuz it's tangible and then others could finally believe she wasnt as perfect as they all thought. neglect is often thought of as invisible abuse...it happens but all we see are the results. no cuts, bruises, infections, just pain.
sorry if you are hurting. i hope you do get to talk to your T about this again.
best wishes
b2c.
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