Posted by kerria on September 7, 2005, at 20:36:38
In reply to Difficult Times, posted by cricket on September 7, 2005, at 13:11:36
((((((((Cricket))))))))
i'm so sorry that it's so hard. It's so scary to have things happen - like lose time on the train, an unfamiliar place. Do you have things with you that help you all feel grounded?
Sometimes my littles inside are so afraid of things that i am ok with but they get so scared.
It hurts way inside.i think your T should have been more supportive of the recent trauma.
My T says the exaxt same thing- to blame the p. and i never can- it always feels too late or somewhere i can't go.
i know how that is.i wish i could say something to make you feel better. i think that you're doing an amazing job trying to trust your T- that you're going more than 50 percent of the way in relying on him. i'm not anywhere where you are as far as working to get better. i feel sorry that it's so hard for you. It's even more upsetting i know - to the littles inside.
((((( Cricket's littles and Cricket)))))
Don't be afraid, you will be ok.Sometimes my littles think T is daddy. Not really but kind of- that he should take care of them and when he doesn't it feels bad and i feel bad for them if i am sensitive to them and not into my own stuff like most of the time.
i'm sorry for how painful it feels to be a mess.
love,
kerria
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