Posted by kerria on August 25, 2005, at 1:36:49
In reply to Re: Yesterday a part came in therapy:( » kerria, posted by JenStar on August 25, 2005, at 0:13:00
Thank you, Jen Star.
You're right- things look very sad a lot.It doesn't help though for T to give the same speech about "What you see is what you get" at the lowest point in my crisis though. That's not the time to mention that i should see someone else if i'm not happy with his treatment plan then. i think that he should wait until things are calmed down and more stable because it feels like he's threatening to abandon me.
i hate that he saves that same speech for the time when i'm in absolute despair and says it - sometimes it feels like he wants to drive me over the edge.
i don't know why a T would not be sensitive to the despair of his patients. The only think i can think of is that he works in the inpatient unit and many are in despair that he sees everyday so he's familiar.i'm doing the best i can with the struggle i have to communicate. Why wouldn't i?
Parts see T all different ways- maybe that happens but i never see him as truly appreciating my struggle and having empathy for all of the pain i have because of all the problems that come with being separate . T has no idea how much it hurts inside.
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