Posted by JenStar on August 25, 2005, at 0:13:00
In reply to Yesterday a part came in therapy:(, posted by kerria on August 24, 2005, at 12:00:08
hi kerria,
I'm sorry you're hurting and feeling so bad! I hope it gets better soon!Is it possible that in your frustration and unhappiness, you're remembering your T's words as being harsher than they are? It's possible that he's doing his best for you, and trying to be honest -- what you see with him is what you get, or at least, this is the most he's capable of delivering to you. It sounds like you're suffering from a very complex and painful disorder, both physically and mentally, and it's possible that your T is having a hard time finding the best way to help you, especially if different parts come to therapy.
I worry that you're putting too much power in your T's hands...I'm not sure that any T is capable of fully fixing our issues. I think we need to do it with their help. It sounds like you've kind of abandoned hope -- you said several times that you can't do anthing, you can't function, etc. Is there anything you have done for yourself in the past that helps you get into a more positive "can do it" attitude?
Kerria, I hope things get better soon!
JenStar
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