Posted by kerria on August 25, 2005, at 0:54:47
In reply to Re: Yesterday a part came in therapy:( » kerria, posted by Dinah on August 24, 2005, at 21:22:06
Hi Dinah,
What made the difference- that your T started to appreciate you as a person.?
i don't know why my T is so strange and impossible to get any relationship with. i used to think it was me, i am a mess but once i had a conference call with psych dr and he thought T sounded defensive also.It feels like he doesn't want me to do well because he gives impossible tasks- --getting to know parts- i honestly try but it's something that a T that knows me would break into smaller chunks - i have never went anywhere in five years.
T tells me he likes things about me sometimes but his actions and lack of empathy betrays him every time i see him. i never met someone so unchanged by another person's trauma and heartache. it's re-tramatizing just to go there. i'm talking myself out of going.
yes i wish he had a personality that demonstrated that he cared if i lived.
i wish i were exaggerating.
kerria:(
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