Posted by pinkeye on May 13, 2005, at 16:05:47
In reply to (((pinkeye))), posted by PM80 on May 13, 2005, at 11:59:28
The parts that you have said here are all my operating out of my mind. You probably are not aware of how I am when I operate out of my emotions. I have zero emotional handling capacity. My ex T also said the same thing. I am not good at being happy or peaceful or face consequences.. I am too chicken, and childish, and adamant, and tortured and conflicted, and confused, and scared and afraid and guilty.. These are my emotions.. When I write to you guys here, I write more from my brain, that is why you guys seem to like me. If I write from my emotions, I am sure none of you would like me. I am 1000 times more controlled when I operate out of my mind.
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