How do I forgive

Posted by pinkeye on April 29, 2005, at 18:33:09

I am remembering so much of hurt from my dad today, and I am almost raged.
Once, when I was 7 or 8, because I did a mischief when I was playing with someone, my dad told me that I needed to die as a punishment.. that I had to hang myself. He made me get a rope, tie a noose with it, and asked me to say goodbye to my mom - telling her that I needed to die, and actually took me and put me inside the noose in the rope. And then he stopped. And he told me he intended that only as a lesson to me so I won't commit the mischief again.
And till today I shake with fear whenever I remember it.
For some reason, I am not able to forgive my dad today at all.

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How do I forgive pinkeye 4/29/05
Re: How do I forgive » pinkeye shrinking violet 4/29/05
Re: How do I forgive **Trigger** pinkeye 4/29/05
Re: How do I forgive **Trigger** » pinkeye Susan47 4/29/05
Re: How do I forgive » pinkeye Poet 4/30/05
Re: How do I forgive » pinkeye Tamar 5/1/05
Re: How do I forgive » shrinking violet pinkeye 5/1/05
Re: How do I forgive **Trigger** » Susan47 pinkeye 5/1/05
Re: How do I forgive » Poet pinkeye 5/1/05
Re: How do I forgive » Tamar pinkeye 5/1/05
Re: How do I forgive » pinkeye Tamar 5/1/05
Re: How do I forgive » Tamar pinkeye 5/1/05
The Thing I think I'm beginning to Understand Susan47 5/1/05
Re: The Thing I think I'm beginning to Understand » Susan47 pinkeye 5/1/05
Re: The Thing I think I'm beginning to Understand » pinkeye Susan47 5/2/05
Re: How do I forgive tom_traubert 5/3/05
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