Posted by pinkeye on April 29, 2005, at 19:20:59
In reply to How do I forgive, posted by pinkeye on April 29, 2005, at 18:33:09
I just realized it could be a trigger to someone.. so added the keyword in the subject.
> I am remembering so much of hurt from my dad today, and I am almost raged.
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> Once, when I was 7 or 8, because I did a mischief when I was playing with someone, my dad told me that I needed to die as a punishment.. that I had to hang myself. He made me get a rope, tie a noose with it, and asked me to say goodbye to my mom - telling her that I needed to die, and actually took me and put me inside the noose in the rope. And then he stopped. And he told me he intended that only as a lesson to me so I won't commit the mischief again.
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> And till today I shake with fear whenever I remember it.
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> For some reason, I am not able to forgive my dad today at all.
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