Posted by crushedout on December 22, 2004, at 23:28:39
In reply to Re: A strange thought perhaps but » crushedout, posted by Fallen4MyT on December 22, 2004, at 22:57:22
Well, although this thread has turned out to be rather trying and frustrating to me (for whatever reasons), I wanted to let everyone know that I haven't acted on my urge to see her, and am trying to sit with my feelings of ambivalence and be patient, see where they take me. I don't want to act when things are still so unclear. I think you were right, falls, that I need to try talking this through with the new T first. And if that doesn't work, perhaps I'll look for the strength to find another T (ugh).
No way am I getting a male T, though. That just feels way wrong to me (no offense to men, I just don't want one as a T and I'm pretty sure it wouldn't work for me).
In general, I'm feeling a bit better, perhaps a little on the manic side. But I'm not miserably depressed. Just wanted to share this.
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