Posted by crushedout on December 22, 2004, at 20:29:38
In reply to A Few Thoughts » crushedout, posted by Rigby on December 22, 2004, at 2:15:57
Hi Rigby,
I *think* I get what you're saying. But I'm not sure you understand my situation completely. I *originally* went to this therapist to figure out whether to leave the old T. Then I decided to have her as a therapist, at least for a trial period. And I got really depressed, and not about the old T but just generally, so that had to be our priority. It's very hard to make good use of an hour a week. I'm doing the best that I can.
It sounds like you're saying that I'm not doing therapy right, and that I'm wasting my life or something. I've been severely depressed and doing my best to deal with that, and dealing with a ton of loss in my life.
I *am* frustrated that the transference is not being dealt with and maybe it is partially my fault, but I need practical advice about how to address that. I don't need to get even more depressed about how I'm going to die soon and my life is passing me by while I screw this up.
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