Posted by DaisyM on January 30, 2004, at 23:48:18
In reply to Re: What I need » fallsfall, posted by antigua on January 30, 2004, at 23:34:12
Antigua,
You did not overstep...or overshare...or whatever. You were honest about what happened. It is my own stupid fear that causes me to react. I'm in tears again for making you feel bad - the pebble in the pond effect of all of this.
My Therapist gently reminds me that sorting through all of this will feel like being retraumatized over and over and in some ways I will be less sensitive to the needs of others. It is this self-involved stuff that makes me not think ahead enough. I've written a couple of posts here I wish I could take back, especially this week and last (Karen, are you reading this?) but...
So, please don't stop writing about your experiences. I appreciate knowing someone else understands how hard it is. Because in some ways, I think, it was so long ago, what IS the big deal? But, telling...talking about it...it is unbelievably hard...it better cure me quick before it kills me.
Please don't feel bad. Really. I'm sorry for making you feel that way.
Daisy
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