Posted by Eggy on September 8, 2003, at 8:33:15
In reply to Am I sick? » Eggy, posted by fallsfall on September 7, 2003, at 21:21:53
I found a therapist. I had left a message on her answering machine Friday. I had forgot I did that but she just called and wants me to be there at 11. She said that maybe group wasn't a good thing right now after talking to me. But that she would and could help me. She has counseled Borderlines before. She says she even saw me 12 years ago when I was in a psych ward. I don't remember. But she did. I still miss my therapist. But I was really mad at him and was seriously considering harming him to get him to stay. I think it is a good thing for me to get away from him. I have never seen a female therapist. Never thought I would. I have always seen a male therapist because I have issues about my father and I thought a male therapist could help. I think it only hurt. I think I got attached. I feel somewhat hopeful now. Not so dead. I am going to be honest with her. Try to be anyway. I thought I was honest with michael but now I see I was hiding so many things that only hurt my therapy. I love you guys. You are holding me in there. But don't leave me yet. This new therapist might be a vampire!!
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