Posted by Eggy on September 6, 2003, at 11:36:44
In reply to Re: I ticked off T. He sais he will NEVER see me again » Eggy, posted by Dinah on September 5, 2003, at 23:33:36
I cried all night. My eyes look like watermelons. Not once did he ever say anything that would make me think this was coming. He promised me he would be there forever. No matter what. And I blew it. I am Borderline personality so I push and push and this is the first time anyone ever pushed back. I am a fool. My husband stayed up with me most the night trying to convince me things will get better. I have limited choices on who I see. Most of the T's in my insurance plan are in his practice. They will not switch patients like that. I couldn't do it anyway. My PDOC is in the same practice. Who cares I quit my meds anyway. Why am I so stupid? His office was perfect. He even had a painting I did hanging up in his office. I bet he gives that back. I'll burn it. He must not have cared at all because he knows what I could do to myself. He ditched me so I would go away. He doesn't care if I go away.
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