Posted by Eggy on September 7, 2003, at 0:20:36
In reply to Re: I ticked off T. He sais he will NEVER see me again » Eggy, posted by fallsfall on September 6, 2003, at 18:28:51
How do I find a therapist that specializes or even knows much about borderline? I am going to go to a day group starting this week. For two weeks. Might as well call it daycare. My husband will NOT leave me by myself. I go tomorrow at 5 to be assessed. Which means I will be alone all day because my kids have football games about 2 hours away and I won't be able to go or I will miss my appointment. It worries me to be alone because of the self injury stuff. I am trying so hard to be big and brave. And good. I am 34 but I feel like a kid! I'm not going back on my meds. Screw them. If I do I feel like I am giving in to the mind mess. I am Bi-polar too. What a great deal!! Why do I try so hard to overcome all of this? Is it worth it? I will though. Everytime I log on and see I have a reply I get a little more hope. Just knowing someone cares and understands. I really want to find a therapist who knows about BPD. I think that would help. I feel more hopeful but so sad. Depression sux doesn't it!
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