Posted by susan47 on March 17, 2009, at 13:59:46
In reply to Re: Empty » Joan797, posted by susan47 on August 7, 2006, at 22:41:53
I look at what I've written and I cannot believe I let myself go like that, let myself be so filled up with wanting to spit out the most iincredible things, things that I thought were the truth, because I let myself feel a way I really shouldn't have.
And strange, too, to realize that in the real world, where I too can live, sometimes, and be okay, strange to realize that my telephoning and using the telephone voice of my therapist as some kind of muse, a gateway into a deep longing within my soul, and not earthly-fleshly based at all.
Strange, very awful, really, to realize too that some people call my behaviour "stalking". And what a shock, to read that coming from my sister, my very own sister. And strange to realize that the world would be a happier place if I hadn't exposed myself so voraciously.
I am so sorry.
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