Posted by Susan47 on October 7, 2005, at 19:58:01
In reply to Re: Thanksgiving, posted by Susan47 on October 6, 2005, at 4:36:01
It's so strange, it's such a very strange feeling, indeed, thinking that no one understands these words, the ones on this thread, as I do. But maybe sometimes people read things and do understand every line, because it has a relevance they've experienced, that they can attach it to .. or maybe it's just that their vocabulary is so similar to yours, some shared brain experiences that make them understand .. but that's usually not ever really the case. but then maybe it is, because you know how people often end each other's sentences, sometimes I think it happens right away when you meet a person, other times it takes longer, but it definitely is a real phenomenon. Has it been scientifically proven? Anyway that's not the point. The point is, next week I probably won't understand what I wrote here two days ago and I may not even understand why I'm writing now, because my brain could be on a totally different wave pattern .. out of sync with myself. It happens, and it's horrible. And 'cause it happens to me I know it happens to other people as well. It's like you have several different personalities, almost, and it's only when you're in one way of thinking that you can understand exactly what you said or wrote or thought before, in that same state.
In another state, you can't relate. It's like, you know it was you, but it isn't the you that you are right now.
Sheesh. This is exhausting. I haVe tons to do and I'm late for all of it.
I'm also, not quite feeling myself. A bit wired.
I like talking to myself, maybe a bit too much.
That's what girlfriends are for.
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