Posted by Damos on June 11, 2005, at 23:59:49
In reply to Re: (((Damos))), posted by alexandra_k on June 9, 2005, at 22:23:17
Ah yes the thesis :-(
I know what you mean. I don't so much have black moods as days where there's just this all pervading disinterest and inability to make myself do anything or move forward in any way. And then there's the mad panic to get all stuff done that has not been touched for days on end. Still get the black moods too like Friday arvo and yesterday where I just fell into a hole. Listened to the same Nick Cave CD over and over all of yesterday - not a good sign. I know exactly what you mean though, he bad days where nothing gets done but are still hard rob you of the chance to have any easy ones.
Druggie mates are better than no mates I guess and if you enjoy hangingnout with 'em and gettin high, that's gotta be better than sitin around feeling miserable...surely
Yeah, I've read about those exclusion criteria and honestly it is a crock, pure and simple.
Love the concept of self diagnosing Factitious Disorder..love it. It's intriguing and incredibly interesting. I'm not yet convinced that you have it but am happy for you to try and prove me wrong.
Honestly Alex, it matters not to me what you have or don't have or how anyone else labels you. All that matters is who you are to me, and that is someone very special and worth getting to know better little by little over a very long time.
You see they are missing the point. They are trying to treat and processes you according to what it says in the book. but you're a person who isn't just black and white, you're all the colours of the rainbow and a million more. What you need is continuation of care, genuine love and affection - not treatment.
Love ya kid.
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