Posted by 2ndXround on June 25, 2004, at 6:32:28
In reply to Re: Meth-20 years Clean-addicted again Beatrix34, posted by beatrix34 on June 23, 2004, at 21:41:30
Hi Beatrix
I wish you were here!
I did get some numbers, but I am not a very social person. In fact I am down right shy...and lack confidence. People who have worked with me don't believe me when I say that...so I guess I put on a good show.
But I don't want to put on a show now...I think I need to let that scared, weak person inside me take center stage.....and be accepted as a good person who does not have to suffer, who is strong and can fight their addiction. But I also need to be accepted as weak right now....and feel like it is OK to be weak and need help. That is something I have not let anyone see in over 20 years. It takes a lot of trust.....and it is scary.
Did you feel like that?
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