Posted by Deneb on September 24, 2010, at 1:47:11
In reply to Re: I finally stopped eating! » Deneb, posted by Dinah on September 23, 2010, at 23:02:46
I wasn't angry at pdoc because she is right. I CAN stand to lose a few pounds. She just wants me to be healthy and I was getting overweight.
The problem with me and dieting is that it triggers the ED in me. It always starts out healthy, but soon things deteriorate.
I've been bad, today was day 2 of eating 300 kcal per day. Yesterday I ate about 250, today 316. I'm afraid to eat more.
I think my period is late. I was supposed to get it on the 20th. I'm way too fat for missed periods though, it must be from stress or something.
I've been bad. I've been feeding my unhealthy behaviours. I look at thinspiration several times a day. It helps me not eat.
I don't think pdoc is going to be pleased. I'm back to losing weight though. I was 116.6 pounds today.
Well, at least I'm working on getting a career. Maybe pdoc will overlook the bad things I did these two weeks and focus on the good things I did.
I'm feeling optimistic about this career counseling. I did my first homework today and see my counselor next Thurs. I have to do research on what I can do with my degree.
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