Posted by Susan47 on March 21, 2006, at 12:19:46
In reply to Re: HAD, I HAD, A SUICIDE PLAN » corafree, posted by corafree on March 21, 2006, at 8:36:14
Okay, here's a thought, cf.
I'm thinking, and feeling more than thinking this, really, it's like a little voice telling me to tell you this ..
that people who are brave enough to feel their sadness, and the sadness and grief of others,
and express it,
and be rejected for that, because grief makes us ugly, cf,
don't you see how it makes us needy, we smoke, we drink, we do drugs, we go "crazy" ...
but we have the courage to feel what they don't,
and in feeling that, we have to know our purpose ...
we are full of love, cf, enough to be rejected and say "I understand" because this grief isn't easy for me to bear,
so I can understand how you wouldn't want any part of it,
but someone HAS to bear it for you,
because you can't do it .. you're too weak ...
your mother, your siblings, your family and those friends who've rejected you, and spoken and felt ill of you ...
they're rejecting what they can't handle in themselves,
and you've taken it all on FOR them,
so if you go, they'd have no one, they'd need another angel.
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