Posted by geri122 on December 30, 2003, at 12:52:20
In reply to Re: Saturday, posted by LynneDa on December 29, 2003, at 14:12:38
I fight to hold back tears. I fight to stay strong. I know that i need to turn to someone. but i can't right now. Im a jr in hischool, ui only have one more year befoer i move out, if i can just deal with it on my own, so i don't have to tell them, it would be nice. I don't want more problems. I can't bring them in, there is no way. If things were different, i would, i really would, because more then anything i want help, but i can't, there is no way around it.
Its just so hard, to hide my tears in my pillow, to not be able to express it. sometimes i sit in my bed praying that it would be a dream, a nightmare. im going to wake up, it will be all over. Why can't it be a dream?
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