Posted by Rzip on October 24, 2000, at 16:13:04
In reply to Re: Rzip, posted by noa on October 24, 2000, at 10:46:54
> Noa,
Thank you for the suggestion and the thought on my behalf. However, I am attending a private University and I really can not burden my parents with the extra expense. Being an only child, I have been spoiled by them enough. Now, it is time for me to move on with my life, so that they can move on with theirs. I sort of see it as swim or drown situation for me. I feel extremely guilty for the amount of pain and embrassment my depression and the Medical leave during my 2nd year has put my parents through. They deserve better than this. I want them to move on with their life. My parents are very happily married. It is really not fair for me to intrude and bring unhappiness to their lives. I am an adult now, and hence by definition I should be capable of dealing with my own tribulations. I am willing to bite down on the bullet and get my Undergraduate degree. I sort of see it as forcing myself to hang in there or die trying. With that said, I am going to start studying now. Today has NOT been a very productive day, like many of the other days I have had recently. Oh well, live and learn; or die trying. That is my philosophy.
Thanks again for caring.
-Rzip
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