Posted by Rzip on October 23, 2000, at 10:52:42
In reply to Re: Rzip, posted by laural on October 23, 2000, at 9:59:36
>Laural,
Yes, I am Asian. In fact, I was born in Shianghai, China.
Anyway, I am very upset right now. I just found out that I got C on both my Biochemistry midterms, Biology quiz, and probably my Physics midterms last week. I got the results back today. You know how everything I think of my self is based on academics. I just can not seem to get past it no matter how hard I try. But the really scary thing is that I thought I was doing o.k. mentally and in spirits last week. It is scary to not be able to trust your own instincts, you know.
It is time like this that I have to re-energize myself and think that there are always other midterms. Other chances. I just have to remember not to wait until the last moment, to procrasinate. But somehow these days I always do. How did I get so messed up!!! I can not even tell what is real and what is not any longer. Help... As Scarlet said in "Gone with the Wind"..."Tomorrow is another day" (or something like that). I just have to remember my spirit and hold on. But most importantly, I have to study. I can not get the good grades if I do not study. Somehow, it is just so hard for me to focus and concentrate on my schoolwork these days. And I get so depressed as a result. I really do not want to go through another depression episode again. I just got out of one two weeks before. How am I going to make it through till the end of quarter. Somehow, deep down inside, I believe, I know that I can. It is just a real rollercoaster ride, you know. Studies and mental state of mind. Working against one another half of the time.
How are you doing in your studies?
-Rzip
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