Posted by Gabbi~G on June 20, 2006, at 21:26:14
In reply to Oh, for the love of God, posted by gardenergirl on June 20, 2006, at 21:16:24
I know GG
I knew I'd regret saying anything.
I knew it wasn't wise.
But it's hard to see "no strings attached"
when it appears there were, or those things would not be being brought up now.
And knowing what I know, there was too much anger to let it just *go*
My devotion can't be purchased.
People buy things for people in relationships, but eternal loyalty and devotion cannot be purchased.
It doesn't mean I have to put up with whatever is handed to me.And I'm doing it again.
In the past I was forced to be quiet about another man, "a good man" who bought me things when I was 6. This situation reminded me of that too much, and I didn't want to stay quiet any more.It's not the place though.
And that's not an excuse, but perhaps an explanation.I don't want to be called a b*tch anymore
Or be told to f*ck off anymore.
I don't deserve it.
I just wanted to be left alone.
I don't deserve it.
I don't deserve it
I don't
I don't
I don't.
poster:Gabbi~G
thread:658892
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