Posted by fairywings on October 18, 2005, at 8:39:56
In reply to Re: what women want » fairywings, posted by Susan47 on October 16, 2005, at 12:00:47
> Jazzy, It's so great to hear you say that you have a very high sex drive. I just don't know very many women who have that, or maybe they don't talk about it? I sometimes feel like a pervert, lately, with all this stuff coming out and getting cleared from the past, and all this sexuality I have is finally being allowed some free rein. Were you always able to express your sex drive, fairywings/Jazzy?
Hi Susan,
No, I couldn't always express it. After I was raped, I went through a time when I didn't want to be looked at or touched, or think about sex. I didn't want to be a sexual being. Then I got to a time where I could be touched, but felt sex was dirty, and I was dirty, and the guy was dirty. Then, after I met my husband and we'd been together quite awhile, sex was just okay, but as our relationship developed over years, and he was always really patient with me, I got to the point where I liked sex. He never pushed me, and there were times he went w/o for weeks, never saying a word. Then I got to the point where I wanted it to be special for him, for both of us, and from there it just kind of evolved, and now my drive is higher than his, but he loves it. I always want him, not in a lustful way, but a passionate, loving way. We try to keep it fun too, and it is. Hard with 4 kids around, but we make it work.
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