Posted by sunny10 on June 15, 2005, at 14:42:48
In reply to Re: When you suffer from depression, how do you know » sunny10, posted by TamaraJ on June 15, 2005, at 14:17:11
for taking the time to write out that well thought-out response.
My SO isn't the only one I feel is being deceitful, though he is one of them as you've already guessed.
The most annoying is the $27.00 bottle of tequila and the bottle of Sauza mixer that turned up missing after I was taken to the hospital. I have asked everyone that I know was in my apt that day if they know where it went and every single one of them has said no!!! I'm not a big drinker, so that expensive bottle was purchased because it lasts longer on the shelf, for one, and because it won't give me a headache like the cheaper ones. Since I don't drink a lot, I was "treating myself" to this bottle and I am just really annoyed that it is gone.
The part that makes it worse is that it is assumed that I was drunk that night. The truth is that I had mixed a Tupperware "pitcher" full- to last a week (I'm lazy), which was in the fridge when they all broke in with the police and ambulance. So all they noticed was the half empty bottle of mixer and the tequila bottle a third empty. All of the sudden, "alcoholic" was being assumed and THAT really pissed me off as I am a light-weight and don't drink much (the pitcher had mixer, liquor, with lemon juice, lime juice, and water in it as well because I'm such a light weight) so you can imagine my disgust and anger with all of that!! The last thing I need is another "label"- 'specially one I don't suffer from!
Besides the fact that someone stealing something from my home has made me feel violated. As if I don't feel violated enough already.
I am going to print your post and take it home with me so that I can wite those lists you mention, instead of just obsessing about all of this. At least if I write something down, I can take it to new T and ask her help in deciphering it.
Thanks again,
sunny10
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