Posted by Susan47 on June 5, 2005, at 21:54:55
In reply to Re: Careful this is expl. could trigger I suppose? » Susan47, posted by Larry Hoover on June 5, 2005, at 15:38:20
*trigger*, fathers and little girls, you know, but nothing bad ...
I'll think about this, I love that you got the dock thing, the heavy chains, though, I've always thought and I know this is going to sound too revealing, and maybe unwelcome to some women, might be a trigger, but I've always thought of my own father's.. you know.. penis.. as being heavy and huge. Which it is, it's pretty big.. and it looks heavy .. and the huge heavy chain definitely definitely has the same kind of feeling about it. Whew. Yes, I definitely feel some parts of me are "dirty" and I don't know why, I think they're pretty homely, really.
I wish I didn't feel that way.
Because I've heard it's "beautiful"
But that's just really impossible to see.
It's too wrapped up with feelings about associating with, or being associated with, my male parent. I mean, yuch. Yuck yuck yuck. But it makes no sense, you know, because I find men really sexy, not all men, but a very very few. And I'm Hot for those very few, well serially, you know .. I'm not a bad girl, I've never been one, but I feel like something makes me one. (Heavy sigh)
Where's your message for Sunny? At the bottom? Because I'm sending this thing tomorrow morning, first thing. (I got a bit carried away today, with .. stuff, you know ...)
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