Posted by sassyfrancesca on March 6, 2009, at 12:30:16
I try not to talk about this stuff too much (and I know I should leave him), so don't need advice, but outraged thoughts/ideas/comments would be nice (LOL, LOL)....I've contacted another t to talk about my situation. It is getting to me right now and need to vent....
Have I come on to you?
Patted his lap, as if he wanted me to sit there
I bumped into him playfully, and he threw me on couch...3 times.....
Do you want to get kissed, do you want to get naked, do you want to get laid?
Who wouldn't fall in love with you?
My colleagues would tell me to run fast and far, but I will never abandon you.
How is it that every week, you take me on a journey where I should not go?
This is beginning to look like a personal relationship.
It is hard for US to end the session, and hard for US to say goodbye.
I've failed you and I need to work on that.
Something between us could happen if he was feeling sad or lonely (what happened to his wife he said he was deeply in love with?)
You fit right under my arm.
Every man in your life has failed yo (including him!)
I am afraid I am going to fall, and it would ruin my life.
I know that you would make a wonderful love partner.
Do you think that if I kissed you it would take away the pain?
I am human and can be tempted....curious, torn, scared and conflicted (he said)
If I were to stick my tongue down your throat you would reject me.
He poured water in my glass, and said, "let me fill you up in a manner of speaking."
you are in my heart and in my head.
Are you wearing a bra? having an orgasm?
If I were not married, I would probably go for it.
I have written him a scathing letter on leading me on, etc....and may post it later.
Most recently he closed his eyes and pursed his lips..I told him that if he did it 8 times I would kiss him (teasing, of course), well he DID it...I didn't do anything.
He had the audacity the next week to say: "Please promise me you will never kiss me on the lips."
arrrghhhh......I know what I need to do, but don't want to leave him right now.
When he is good he is wonderful, when he gets all cold (he calls it "self-protective") and distant, I cannot talk to him.
He actually laid on top of me awhile ago. I was sitting on couch leaning back. He said: "Do you want to feel my full body weight?!
He took my wrists and pulled me on top of his chest.
What a hypocrite!
Thank you for listening to my rant; I needed to get that out, and would love to hear your thoughts; I will print them out and read them, so I don't go totally nutz.
poster:sassyfrancesca
thread:884087
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