Posted by star008 on November 30, 2007, at 15:52:29
In reply to Sorry, many questions, many good answers, posted by Muffled on November 29, 2007, at 20:28:00
Muffled,
I know what u are trying to say and it is a hard one to answer...lol.. ask me>>>>all split up<<<
I think that people who aren't split remember the the same way that we do..there are parts of us that aren't split off..they remeber that way.. I remember climbing trees and how I always used to get scraped on the bark climbing down. I remember that I liked it, (not getting scraped, climbing.lol) It is kind of far away but it is not like trying to grasp the memories of the split off parts..Yes, I will get you to see the value in the wild kid yet,,I know why you hate her.. Hard to describe but in a way she carries all the shame, all the blame for everything that happened that you don't "remember".. Yeah, she feels really yucky and you hate her cause what she went through was really yucky and somehow you blame her
and she makes you feel bad.. Does that make sense at all?? I felt the same way.. It just fades with time and understanding.. It is there sometimes still..There is this nasty part of me who wants to hate and hurt everyone. I used to think back and all I could feel was yuck and I hated her cuz she made me feel yuck too.hugs
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