Posted by rskontos on October 7, 2007, at 15:49:25
In reply to Re: i am in hell ***SI triggers*** » rskontos, posted by Dory on October 7, 2007, at 14:55:13
Dory, I am sorry but that was a dumb thing your mom said. As a mom both children, all children are just as important to help. Tell her I said so. In fact let me tell her. You are just important and just cause you seem to have it together and land on your feet doesn't mean you don't need support and closeness from the one that brought into this world. Man that I dont get and makes me mad at her for you. Whoa sorry. How do I really feel. YOu ask.
You need some sleep and you don't always have one crisis or another maybe it is the same one but who cares? If you are in trouble you are in trouble and you are allowed. There is no quota or allowance. You don't get only one crisis per month, you get to feel how you feel and that is ok. Do you hear me OK> You Dory are ok. You always try to help everyone. You need to help you sometimes and you can do that by being kind to yourself and not worrying so much. Everything will be ok. It is ok to have strong walls. I have them, many people on this site have them. Because we need them. You probably need them. And if it is time to tear them them down because you need closeness that isn't something just down overnight give yourself and others some time. OK. Take it a little easy. You are seeming to be rushing here. Slow down, take the rest I know you need. WE care and you need to care. Give yourself the chance to have this break. Why did you tear open to wounds to remind yourself that you stil feel. Did you get the release. Are you ok now? You are worrying me here. There is someone out there that is right for you when the time is right. So don't despair. Sleep and you should feel better when you wake ok. Let us know ......rk
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