Posted by JoniS on April 20, 2007, at 22:17:08
In reply to Re: Thanks and a question -- All » JoniS, posted by Daisym on April 20, 2007, at 19:12:49
Daisy-
You're right! Of course I know he cares. How wise you are. :-}I noticed that your post started out by telling us your troubles, but quickly you switched your attention to helping all of us who responded to your post.
"Things are so bad and yet nothing is wrong. Nothing new anyway. I just can't figure out how to know what I know and deal with it. I'm coming apart (again) and can't face knowing how this is going to feel tomorrow, or the next day or over the weekend. It is too much to bear again. I can't do it
I'm trying to write it all out, to let the paper absorb some of the grief and tears. I think I've saturated the keyboard. I didn't work today. I don't want to tomorrow. I'm a terrible mom right now. I just want to be left alone, under the covers. I don't even want to see my therapist. He can't help anymore.
I give up. Uncle. Game over. Say goodnight Gracie.
I wish I was more help here too. Sorry - I try but end up writing mostly incoherent drivel. I know, we don't keep track. But (wailing) I don't want it to be my turn again."
---- I keep double checking, am I correct, is this the same person? So sad and then so wise and encouraging - What brings on the change for you? Is it that the writing and the tears sort of 'purged it out'? Or is it that you so badly dont want it to be your turn again that you tuck your stuff away and help others instead? Or is it that your appointment with T took care of it all?
I just wanted to tell you that you don't write incoherent drivel and your input/feedback is so valuable to me.
Thanks!
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