Posted by wishingstar on February 17, 2007, at 13:37:16
In reply to Re: desperate » wishingstar, posted by frida on February 16, 2007, at 23:19:01
Thanks everyone for replying. Really.
I havent heard from Ginny yet, but its only about 2:30, so hopefully I will later today. She usually checks her messages around noon I thought, but who knows. I'm sure she'll call if she can. If I could, I'd call her back again and say nevermind, dont call. Not because I'm mad... because it was dumb. Yes, I need her, but theres nothing she can say to me right now and I think I'm abusing the "call me if you need me" thing right now. I've talked to her 3ish times on the phone in the last 10 days, not including today. Thats too much. I regret calling. But even if I called and said nevermind, I'm fairly sure she'd call anyway. But I'm sure I'll be apologizing when she does. Heh.
Still a mess today. Just.. blah. Does anyone ever feel just scattered and confused and dazed when they feel really, really bad? It's scary. I feel like I'm really losing it. I've been SIing again and its ok I guess, but not the help it used to be.
Thanks everyone for validating how I'm feeling and saying you hear me. I think thats all I'm really looking for right now, since I know no one can fix anything. Thanks.
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