Posted by Scentedgarden on February 16, 2007, at 16:17:59
In reply to dreamed about her last night, posted by wishingstar on February 16, 2007, at 15:16:29
hi, i really do feel for you, and im glad you shared about your dream, as i have lots dreams too, and they are usually symbolic..they have gone from comforting and safe...to waking up screaming...from my bedroom window being smashed by a stone my therapist had thrown into it..i thpought my floor was really covered in glass...!!so i can relate to what your going through...and wanted to say, youre not alone!!
I know its soo tough, and nothing i can say will probably help you very much... but all i know to say to you is what ive been learning to say to my inner child when she is upset with withing her mummy...(therapist) is gently, ssshh there, ssshhh sssshhit'll be okay... everyhting is allright... look to the bright future you wishing starre heading towards...look how strong this will make you ..
anyway that probably isnt very helpful as i said, but i am crying as i write it,as i can so relate to how you're feeling inside...I know its very hard but plz try to do somethings to care for yourself well...think what would she want you to do...she'd want you to be kind perhaps and good to yourself..hug yourself, pamper yourself, and rest if you can... and keep posting as people here really do care....
seems lots of us on here are thinking about the intensity of the trelationships we have built up with our special therapists over the years...
you are NOT alone,. ..i hope there is some comfort to you in my words... i really really do.
God bless you wishing star, what a beautiful name..!
SG
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