Posted by frida on February 16, 2007, at 22:38:17
In reply to desperate, posted by wishingstar on February 16, 2007, at 16:58:30
dear wishingstar...
i'm so sorry you are feeling so badly... :-(
i'm glad you called Ginny...I hope she calls you back soon..
maybe you need to lean on her and let her help you...guide you through this...you don't have to go through this alone, she wants to be there for you.i know how hard it is when you feel so hopeless...
you deserve help...
thinking of you,
Frida
> My pdoc finally called. I was all ready to go to the hospital.. I'd put clothes together and everything. Well, he said dont go. He said they wont admit me for feeling like I do.. only if I was more dangerous to myself. Great. Plus he told me who the doc on call is and I HATE him. My doc is going to leave me a perscription for aderrall to pick up on Monday. I think its an odd choice but whatever. It doesnt matter.
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> Just when I think I cant possibly feel any worse or any more desperate, I prove myself wrong. In all the years I've dealt with depression, I've never, ever felt this bad. I dont think I realized it was possible.
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> I called Ginny and asked her to call me back. I know, weird given the email I sent, but I'm just desperate. But she most liekly wont get the message until tomorrow.. she said she checks them on days shes not working around noon. Theres a pager number for the counselor on call but its probably not her (there are a lot of counselors) and I dont want to talk to anyone else.
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