Posted by muffled on February 4, 2007, at 18:17:10
In reply to Re: I think......and thanks-Looooooooooooooong » littleone, posted by muffled on February 4, 2007, at 11:23:14
if your me, then being little isn't good.
And now I know there's others too that know this and so I can say this.
We don't want littleness, we glad we old and know how to fight. We glad we know we have it in us to kill if we had to. We are very gentle. But we got power too.
I not scared of noone.
Cept when I try and remember I can't. I get scared and sad and can't think. I skitter away and can't not.
And I hope I not forever this way.
I want my T to be OK with all of us.
I don't think she understands.
She don't know I don't think.
How can I tell her what she don't know?
And my sick body betrays me.
Sick, sick, sick.
And I can't remember, I just KNOW, I am disgusting beyond anything. Dirty garbage.
And now the world knows and I don't care.
F*ck the world and its sick too.
I don't have words, only fear and nausea.
I don't know what I supposed to do?
Where is the end?
How do I get there?
How do I make it stop?
I pretend its not true.
Youngest child wants attn.
Thats why its so unclear......
So why can't I go there?
I am the chickenest person in the whole wide world. Chickenest in the whole universe.
Muffled
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