Posted by ElaineM on September 6, 2006, at 23:23:54
In reply to Re: Tomorrow *** SI » ElaineM, posted by llrrrpp on September 6, 2006, at 22:43:26
Yes, you are the second to say to go. I will try and not cancel it tomorrow. Actually, I'm afraid that if I don't end up crying, I'll start swearing like a madwoman. I've felt like it all day. Not at her though -- just as punctuation. I would like to see her again -- it's dumb to not go because she's so nice that I'd rather NOT have to never see her again. I should go. Friday. yes, I'm gonna try.
Tomorrow shouldn't be bad. Because of labour day, and including Friday, it will be the first time I've had four sessions back to back. It is hard. But we're just gonna listen to music and sit together cause tomorrow's an extra. So I guess that'll be fine. or whatever.
I sorta knew that him acting differently was just a coincidence, but I do get that paranoid "what if" feeling. Silly.
I'm finding that I'm kind of in a no-win situation regarding posting here. When I post closer to everything, I always end up feeling embarassed and regretting it later. But lately, the gap between what happens and what I post has been widening, and for some reason, that makes me feel bad too. Bad's probably not the right word. Maybe I feel like I'm hiding. I don't know.
......okay, i've got to try to sleep at some point.
Thanks LL.
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