Posted by LadyBug on August 27, 2006, at 20:14:03
In reply to meltdown (sooo long) **triggers, posted by ElaineM on August 27, 2006, at 19:04:17
EL
I do not think ANYTHING negative about you.
I believe you were put through some really awful things by this Scott guy. I'm not even familar with abuse so I won't say anything.
In a wierd way I'm happy that your T loves you. Don't tell him you love him unless you do. It will only confuse you more and confuse the relationship as well.
I'm feeling really sad in my marriage right now. I hate my husband more than ever. So I am very vulnerable right now. My heart has been broken over and over and I can't deal with it anymore. I won't dwell on my problems.
I hope you see your T tomorrow. It's NOT your fault that he was hurting. That is something he has to be able to bear.
I wish I could reach out and give you a hug and give you someone to talk to irl. I'm sorry I can't offer you a solution. I know you are suffering a lot and I'm sorry for that. I hope you will keep posting about this. Sometimes it's a relief to get it out. You should see my journal entries lately. I feel like I've written a book! I'm trying so hard not to call my T. My heart is hurting, I'm full of anxiety and confusion on what I should do next. I'm afraid to ask for help but I can't physically do this alone.
Sorry I'm not more help. I think you are a wonderful person. Keep me posted ok? thanks
LadyBug
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