Posted by ElaineM on June 21, 2006, at 19:37:00
In reply to Re: I give up! ******S.I. TRIGGER******* » ElaineM, posted by fallsfall on June 21, 2006, at 16:56:01
Falls, I'm just so tired. It took so much just to get to that place mentally. I just feel like I couldn't do it again. It's just so weird because I've known her for like 5 years and she's never missed a meeting before. I only hope nothing is wrong with her.
I did ask the receptionist briefly about closer times and she said that it is hard to accomodate everyone because they are on summer hours. And my doctor is normally only at this location a couple days each week. She said I could always call the day of to see if someone has cancelled but she couldn't say how likely that will be. I might try in a few days, but I just can't do it right now. I don't much want to do anything.
No one else knows what's going on. That's why I had the urge to tell her in the first place, so I wouldn't feel so alone. There's not too many others in my life. And I'd never tell anyone else anyways. I'm already ashamed enough with my family knowing I see a T. I'll have to re-think this when I don't feel so hopeless and low.
El
poster:ElaineM
thread:659807
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20060615/msgs/659892.html