Posted by fairywings on January 21, 2006, at 21:18:48
In reply to Re: T said to keep depression as long as I want it, posted by Declan on January 21, 2006, at 15:06:12
Hi Declan,
I don't think he would ever sit there and feel bad with me. It feels like he's frustrated with me. I said I felt selfish, and he said "you're right, being depressed is selfish", but he did say it was okay to be selfish, but I'm not "trying" to be selfish.
He says I need to do things like watch funny movies, not isolate, be with my husband. But I"m so exhausted and I get so anxious when I try to go out. Two nights ago I got in a panic and felt like I was going to lose it. That doesn't happen to me very often, so it was really scary.
I don't know. I'm just at a loss. I don't know what to think, or what to do. I'm not good at looking at these things. thanks for being there for me.
fw
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