Posted by B2chica on November 15, 2005, at 10:53:25
In reply to i never post any more, but b2c's post... *trigger*, posted by ghost on November 11, 2005, at 16:49:25
ghost, i just reread your post again. and i can't tell you how much courage that took of you to say it.
you know one of the things i like about this board is the way we can work around words. you know when you want to say @$$ or h#ll (you get the picture). i like doing that when i say those words, i was SA or r@ped.
since i still struggle very much with the fact that i was r@ped when i was a teenager, i really wish there was a way to say the word like we can write it. and i like typing out abbreviations like SA instead of actually saying/writing them.i think that's part of what makes it easier for me to talk about it here. i think too that crying in my T's office is a sign of weakness (only applies to me though). and can't do it, though i have a little.
and what happened to me in highschool happened sort of twice, the second was considered SA (t's words) cuz forced O.sex is not considered r@pe.
btw, that's stupid isn't it? it's sexual, why isn't it considered.
anyway.
i babbled on,, sorry, but i just wanted to say it seems like reading and re-reading your post gives me some sort of strength to talk. and because i had some work issues yesterday i had to reschedule my T appt till today at 4:00.
i KNOW i need to talk about stuff, but i feel totally closed up. i don't know what i''ll say in session today.
take care of yourself, drink some hot coco! maybe some little marshmallows too!
b2c.
poster:B2chica
thread:577798
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