Posted by muffled on November 8, 2005, at 15:16:01
In reply to Re: Its the chewing of my guts...endless » muffled, posted by Tamar on November 8, 2005, at 11:22:23
> Glad you’re feeling a bit better. It’s a step in the right direction, eh?
*Hope so. I think I'm my own worst enemy.
> That’s fine; you can ask me anything! I’ll answer anything (though I’m a bit nervous about saying anything that might identify me). Yes, I do still SI sometimes. Not as much as I used to. I usually manage not to by talking to my husband about whatever has triggered the need to SI. And I also spent a lot of time figuring out what my SI triggers were. Certain events and feelings and discussions seem to lead that way, but knowing what they are does seem to help me work through it…*I think my T. has tried to do the same with me. But sometimes I think I must ahve brain damage or resistance or something. Cuz I just ahve the worst time trying to figger out whats going on with me. Its like I can't see myself, or understand myself. I'm so confused. Sometimes we'll go thru the list I've tried to make, and it all makes sense. But it doesn't really help. I don't know why. I'm glad to hear you still SI (isn't that awful!!!!!!!!), but really it makes me feel better cuz you're pretty smart and all, so maybe I'm not so bad either. Am I making sense?Sometimes at appts. I sort of blank out some and miss stuff too.
May I ask if you ever figgered out why you are the way you are? Boy am I ever glad you didn't go to jail. What sort of things really set you off? Or is that not a good thing to ask? How is it that talking makes it go away?
Guess you kinda sorry you said I could ask you anything eh!!!!> Yeah, hugs are good! Here are some for you: (((((Muffled)))))
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Thanks!!! Some for you too, thanks, ((((Tamar))))
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