Posted by cricket on July 7, 2005, at 10:07:57
In reply to Re: Again I feel like I can't go back to therapy » cricket, posted by alexandra_k on July 7, 2005, at 7:26:35
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> Is is about that or is it about fear that your therapist does / will find you repulsive and not want to have to look at you, hear your voice, and be in your presence?
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> Because thats what I see when I look at / think about myself sometimes. And my biggest fear is that that is true. That that is what I am really like. Not so much to the passing stranger, but to the person who really sees me.
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Yeah, that's it exactly :(He's the only person who's ever tried to see me. So I think that he must see what I see and what I see is repulsive and horrible.
The only gift I can give him, the only way I can pay him back for everything he's tried to do is to relieve him of my presence.
I hope that this passes before I am in danger of actually making that phone call.
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