Posted by mair on March 16, 2005, at 10:09:10
In reply to Re: so what's this all about? (long a trigger ) » mair, posted by Dinah on March 16, 2005, at 8:48:29
No Dinah - I'm not going to act rashly and I'm not going to do anything consciously which might further isolate me. And maybe we'll have a good session to follow the bad one anyway. I know I fly all over the place which in and of itself is unnerving, and to me anyway, seems to invalidate whatever I'm feeling. How can I take myself seriously, let alone expect anyone else to, when I might feel totally different tomorrow?
I guess I'm just expressing the frustration of trying to make good use of therapy when I'm so unable to think about anything in a systematic way.
Also I'm sure some of this is just plain fear. It's really horrifying to me to look back over the last few months and realize suddenly how long I've been feeling so nonfunctional at work. The "what if I don't come out of this" question looms large.
Mair
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