Posted by Skittles on January 11, 2005, at 9:27:25
In reply to Re: Called T - VERY, VERY OK » Skittles, posted by TofuEmmy on January 11, 2005, at 8:37:50
See, now I'm even wishing I hadn't been completely honest here because everyone seems to be getting hung up on the self-harm aspect of it. Am I the only one who sees a very distinct difference between wanting death and actually being willing to cause it to happen?
The reason I called her was mainly because I could not seem to recover from our session earlier in the day. I think that, by not looking at her, I missed out on a lot of soothing. I was hoping to get some of that by speaking with her again. I was hoping that by hearing her voice again, I would be more settled and able to calm down emotionally.
Ugh, I am so frustrated. Confused now about whether I have a right to feel as I do. Not sure I can even talk to her without feeling stupid.
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